Chronic illness can challenge faith in ways few people openly talk about. Long seasons of waiting, unanswered prayers, and physical suffering can leave believers feeling isolated—even from God.

This ebook was written for believers walking through chronic illness who still want to encounter Christ in the middle of uncertainty.

Through honest reflection and spiritual encouragement, You Are Not Healed. You Are Not Abandoned. offers:

• Hope for believers navigating ongoing illness
• Validation for those wrestling with faith and unanswered prayers
• Encouragement to encounter Christ in the waiting
• A reminder that suffering does not mean abandonment

Whether you are a patient, caregiver, or provider seeking to better understand the spiritual weight of chronic illness, this resource is offered freely as an act of support and care.

“It’s been my privilege to know Pastor Brent Butler, for many years and to observe his passion and commitment to the preaching of God’s word in multiple settings. I would highly recommend him to any CHURCH or Ministry who is considering having him as a guest speaker”.

- Pastor Darrel Auvenshine

Dialysis is not just a medical treatment—it is a repeated, life-altering experience that can quietly shape how patients think, feel, and respond.

This short, powerful guide shares real stories from dialysis patients and names the hidden trauma behind common behaviors—behaviors that are often misunderstood or mislabeled as “noncompliance,” “difficult,” or “withdrawn.”

Inside this guide, readers will find:

• Real patient stories that reflect lived dialysis experiences
• Language to describe trauma responses without shame
• Insight into behaviors that often go misunderstood in dialysis settings
• Hope for patients who feel unseen—and clarity for those caring for them

Whether you are a dialysis patient, caregiver, nurse, technician, or provider, this resource is designed to build understanding, reduce harm, and restore dignity.

Hi, I’m Brent Butler. I share honest talks about end-stage renal disease and kidney care, based on my own experiences as a patient.

My goal is to help doctors, nurses, and patients better understand what it’s really like to deal with kidney disease decisions. I speak directly from the heart, bringing a patient’s point of view to every conversation.

Based in the Dallas/Fort Worth area, I offer educational sessions for healthcare teams and people living with end-stage renal disease. I make complex topics easy to understand and always keep it real.

I’ve known Pastor Butler for decades, and I’m blessed to call him my friend. I’ve watched as he has mastered every endeavor with excellence and integrity. He never ceases to amaze me from his wealth of knowledge, to his resilience and perseverance, even when it comes to personal challenges. So whether he’s preaching from the pulpit or teaching from the stage, his audience is blessed to be in attendance.”

— Dr. Dwayne Washington